Being free from the necessity to adhere to varnasrama rules is only one
aspect of atiasrama. For Bhagavan, the term denoted a transcendental experience of the Self,
not just a licence to ignore rules and regulations. This dimension of atiasrama is well
brought out in another sequence of verses from the Suta Samhita:
14 & 15
One who realises the paratattvam [the supreme reality] which is
different from the body and the senses, which is omniscient, self-luminous, and full of
bliss and happiness - that person is atiasrama.
16
One who knows the mahadeva [God or the great effulgence], who is
free from the three states [of waking, dreaming and sleeping] and merely witnesses them -
that person is ativarnasrama [beyond castes and asramas].
17
The essential truth about the identity of the Self and Iswara is
only attainable by those who have heard the vedantic vakyas from a competent guru.
18 & 19.1
The regulations concerning varnasrama, which have been created by
maya, pertain only to the body. These things [the rules about varnasrama] are not applicable
to the Atma, awareness of which is an awakening from ignorance. One who realises this
[Atma]
is deemed to be ativarnasrama.
19.2 & 20
'Just as the world is functioning of its own accord in the
presence of the sun, before me the world is also functioning.' One who thinks in this way
is supposed to have transcended the varnasramas. This knowledge can only be attained by
realising the import of the mahavakyas.
21
'Just as the various ornaments made out of gold are created by
maya,
so this world, created by the mind in myself, is also created by maya.' One who has realised
this with the help of the mahavakyas is ativarnasrama.
22 & 23
Just as the appearance of silver on an oyster shell is an illusion
created by the mind, so the entire world is the creation of maya. One who realises this
through the mahavakyas, is ativarnasrama.
24 & 25
'O Purushottama [Vishnu]! There are different grades of
bodies: low caste, high caste, plants, trees and devas. Pervading all these bodies like
akasa [space or ether] and not affected by all these things, is the Supreme, without
beginning or end, without form, effulgent. I am that Supreme.' One who understands this
through realising the mahavakyas is ativarnasrama.
26 & 27
A person's confusion in an unknown place is dispelled by a guide.
Later, when he recollects his previous state, he remembers his old confusion [without being
troubled by it]. Similarly, the reality of the world, though destroyed by true knowledge,
still appears to me. But really that [world-appearance] no longer exists. One who realises
this through the mahavakyas is ativarnasrama.
29
By realising his own Self, the instructions imposed by
varnasrama
dharmas drop away of their own accord. Such a person transcends the barriers of
asramas and
castes and remains in his own Self.
30
In this way a person who has transcended all asramas and
varnas,
and who remains in his pure Self, is declared to be ativarnasrama by all the vedantic experts.
(10)
Bhagavan kept a small booklet entitled
Suta Samhita Saram (The Essence of
Suta Samhita) on a bookshelf by his sofa. It contained a Tamil translation of all the verses
from the Siva Mahatmya Khanda and the Mukti Khanda that I have given in this article. Since
he often cited it or produced it when the subject of atiasrama came up, it is reasonable to
infer that, except for the verses that insist on a strict observance of all
varnasrama rules,
he endorsed its contents. The same booklet, incidentally, also contains a sequence of verses
whose aim is to demonstrate that women may become sannyasis. Some schools of thought in India
teach that women are not eligible to enter this state. If Bhagavan was ever approached for
an opinion on this matter, he would often produce the same small booklet in order to
demonstrate that there was scriptural authority to support the claims of women who wanted to take
sannyasa.
These two sets of verses that Bhagavan cited to support his views on
atiasrama indicate that there are two aspects to this state: the first, and the most fundamental one, is that by realising the Self the
atiasrami has transcended all names, forms and categories; and the second aspect, which follows naturally from the first, is that because the
atiasrami has ceased to be a person inhabiting a body and identifying with it, he is no longer subject to any of the rules which apply to those who still imagine that they are individual human beings. From a theistic point of view one can say that the
atiasrami's actions are God's and cannot therefore be encompassed or judged by any human code of conduct. Bhagavan upheld this view when he once remarked, '…a man [who holds the Self in remembrance] is not concerned with the right or wrong of actions. His actions are God's and therefore
right.' (11)
It has become somewhat fashionable among certain modern gurus to say, in effect, 'I have realised the Self; therefore I can do what I like because society's rules no longer apply to me'. The true
atiasrami would never make a statement like this because he or she would know that there is no 'I' left that can select particular desires and then indulge them. The true
jnani or atiasrami according to Bhagavan, has no sankalpa, that is to say he has no will or desire of his own. His actions are spontaneous manifestations of the Self.
Sadhu Natanananda, in his Tamil book
Sri Ramana Darsanam, has recorded an interesting incident that demonstrates the point that Bhagavan, as an
atiasrami, had no will or desire of his own:
During his last days, when Sri Bhagavan's body was affected by cancer, he remained indifferent to the treatments arranged by his devotees. He handed over the care of his body to the doctors since that was the wish of the devotees. At that time he said, 'Our job is only remain as a witness to all that happens; it is not to imagine this way or that way regarding anything'. Following this dictum he remained to the very end as a mere witness, free from anxieties. When devotees found that there was no apparent improvement in his condition, even after prolonged treatment, they became agitated. They wanted to know whether Sri Bhagavan would permit them to try a drastic method of treatment that had been prescribed by the doctors as a last resort. Sri Bhagavan replied, 'Why should you ask me all this? Was it I who asked for treatment? Was it not you alone who took the initiative in this? Ideas regarding what should happen and what should not happen occur only to you. I have no connection with this.' And then he kept
quiet. (12)
There was no thought in Bhagavan to prolong the life in his body, and since no desire arose in him to alleviate the excruciating pains of terminal cancer, he was quite content merely to witness them.
Many people tend to think that jnanis are omnipotent, that they can accomplish anything they wish. Bhagavan never felt this way. In another telling exchange, which was also recorded by Sadhu Natanananda at the end of Bhagavan's life, he informed one grieving devotee that he had no ability to change the destiny of the body that the devotee identified as Bhagavan:
Towards the end of Bhagavan's life a devotee, who firmly believed in the omnipotence of the great ones, could not bear to see the Maharshi's body become weak because of the disease that was afflicting it. The devotee appealed to the Maharshi with great feeling that he should transfer the disease to him and stay in the body for some more time in order to save many other helpless devotees. Wondering at the devotee's child-like innocence, Sri Bhagavan looked at him with compassion and replied graciously, 'Who created this disease? Is it not enough that I have borne till today all by myself this load of flesh which [once it is dead] must be carried by four persons? Should I continue bearing it henceforth?' Through these kind words he made clear that the law of destiny was
inexorable.(13)
The atiasrami's inability to execute or even have personal desires was brought home to me some years ago in a conversation I had with U. G. Krishnamurti, an iconoclastic spiritual teacher who likes to poke fun at traditional ideas on spirituality. While talking about the state of realisation he remarked, 'All religious teachers say that the seeker is in bondage whereas the so-called enlightened one is free. Actually, the opposite is equally true. One who imagines himself to be a person also imagines that he has free-will. That person makes choices, and if he chooses not to be put off by legal or social restrictions, he can do whatever he likes. But when the idea of the person disappears, free-will, which is just another idea, goes along with it. One is then utterly bound by circumstances because there is no one left to make choices or act on desires. In that state the actions of the body and the brain are just automatic responses to external
stimuli.(14) Since no inherent faculty remains to modify these responses, the bondage is complete and irreversible.'
These remarks were made partly in jest, but there is also a certain element of truth in them. To solve the apparent contradiction - that the
jnani or the atiasrami is simultaneously liberated and bound - one must define more accurately what 'freedom' or 'liberation' is. There are two kinds of freedom: 'freedom to' and 'freedom from'. 'Freedom to' implies the existence of choice and of one who chooses. It is basically self-indulgence, for the individual self selects certain desires and then attempts to fulfil them. This 'freedom to' is finite since there is a limit to how much the body may indulge: one cannot, for example, eat a million meals a day.
'Freedom from' may also be finite - one may be free from attachment to money, for example, but not free from the desire for fame. But for the
jnani 'freedom from' is absolute because he has permanently given up the idea that he is an individual person. Though he has no 'freedom to', since that would imply the existence of an individual self, he is free from all desires, fears, etc., and is content to let his body experience whatever destiny has in store for it. Not having an ability to choose and judge may seem like bondage to an
ajnani, but for the jnani it is a consequence of the ultimate freedom.
From occasional remarks that Bhagavan made, one can get the impression that he had very little 'freedom to' especially in the later years at Sri Ramanashram. Two stories told by N. N. Rajan will illustrate the point I am trying to make. In 1943, after one of his attendants, Sivanandam, had tried unsuccessfully to compel Bhagavan to take a drink of water, Bhagavan remarked, with some irritation, 'Look, people call me ''Swami, Swami,'' and are under the impression that sagehood is a bed of roses. See the trouble encountered by Swami now. Whoever asks me to do anything I have to obey and satisfy him; whatever visitors say, according to their likes and dislikes, I have to patiently follow. Look at the way a sage is under the control of the people around
him!(15)
In another story recorded in 1948 Bhagavan remarked to the same attendant who was about to go off duty. 'You all at least have some change, but I am fixed up here throughout the day without any freedom. I am unable to move about freely like you. This is the fate of even maharajas and other famous people. They have to take medical advice for choosing items of food even while they are normal and healthy. This is the case with me also. I like food made with wheat, but the people here will not allow me to take it. Anyone who wants to eat delicious food may eat whatever they want, but why should they compel me to take only some specified items of food? See how it
is.'(16)
One more story on the same theme. It was well know that Bhagavan didn't like to sit on his sofa all day. He called it his 'jail' and only sat there out of consideration for the devotees who were continuously coming for
darshan. Up till the early 1930s Bhagavan was able to spend a lot of his time away from the hall, doing odd jobs in the ashram. If any devotees came for
darshan, Madhava Swami, the attendant who looked after the old hall, would come and notify him and Bhagavan would then go back to his sofa. Annamalai Swami told me that he was once working with Bhagavan when they both saw Madhava Swami walking towards them. Bhagavan sighed and said, 'Here comes a new warrant for my arrest. I have to go back to jail!'
Clearly then, Bhagavan had very little 'freedom to' in his daily life. However, his 'freedom from' was absolute, enabling him to witness dispassionately all the inconveniences that ashram life imposed upon him. One should also remember that only those who identify him with a body could imagine that his freedom was in any way curtailed. If one can have instead the attitude that he was and is the unmanifest Self, it is easy to see that at all times he was utterly free.
(14) I think that Bhagavan would say that although this sometimes happens, many of the
jnani's actions are spontaneous, being a result of promptings from the Self, rather than external stimuli.
(15) The Mountain Path, 1981, p. 66. See also a correction to this quote that was printed on p. 176 of the same year.